do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care


	do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...

Thursday, February 12, 2004 ::: yesterday... CLSC experience the cameraman said something that i don't quite understand ... i hope he didn't read what's in my mind but i have to say i did pretty well in controlling my behaviour we're being taught how to be professional everything's about professional now. but no it's sincerity, it's compassion that matters. not professionalism. i've been living a pretty professional life so far and what i'm looking for is a life that's NOT professional i want to be free i don't want to be bounded by codes. rules. stupid rules. i believe in love. and we need no rules to tell us how to love. PFOS lecture today DNA RNA... i dreamt through the lecture the prof is good, in the sense that he really wants to teach us. and he's a kind man. but still, i don't understand the notes. the PGIN demo... the gut clamped in a tube addition of ACh and Adrenaline and pentagastrin contract. relax. contract. relax. repeat N times. while my mind just drifted away. then the OOZING of stuff (can i call that 'shit'? but that's 'shit' from the ileum... which may not be correct for me to classify that as shit)... and the whole tube was filled with the 'white shit'... the girls screamed. i laughed. i later saw the cute guinea pigs. poor things... they're cute. but they are being killed simply because we want the intestine. and we actually laughed at it. at that very moment, i realized what i was seeing was once alive. cute. warm. and when it was no longer cute, warm, i laughed at it. at that very moment... the cute guinea pig (that's still alive) was crawling helplessly in the plastic box... i felt nothing but guilt. every species serve a purpose in the life cycle... energy chain... or whatever you call it. but human's existence doesn't affect anything at all. in other words, some species that feed on the simplest species like ants may die if ants disappear from this world but the extinction of human will never be noticed. even if we're gone, we will not be missed. what are we here for then? it's norah jones with me on my way back again i'm so obssessed with some songs from Feels Like Home they just grow... 'Those Sweet Words' 'The Long Way Home' 'I don't miss you at all' they're all great numbers. and i was very wrong to criticize her album. ::: posted by Wings at 2/12/2004 08:15:00 AM

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it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...

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